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There are a thousand truisms about home and childhood, none of them true but all of them honest. It?s natural to want to tidy those earliest memories into a story so palatable and simple that you never have to read again. A home video promises to give your memories back with a certificate of fact? but the footage isn?t the feeling. Who is just out of frame? What does the soft focus obscure? How did the recording itself change the scene?

Some scrutinize the past and some never look back and Lucy Dacus, a lifelong writer and close reader, has long been the former sort. ?The past doesn?t change,? Dacus said on a video call during that interminable winter of video calls. ?Even if a memory is of a time I didn?t feel safe, there?s safety in looking at it, in its stability.?

This new gift from Dacus, Home Video, her third album, was built on an interrogation of her coming-of-age years in Richmond, Virginia. Many songs start the way a memoir might??In the summer of ?07 I was sure I?d go to heaven, but I was hedging my bets at VBS??and all of them have the compassion, humor, and honesty of the best autobiographical writing. Most importantly and mysteriously, this album displays Dacus?s ability to use the personal as portal into the universal. ?I can?t hide behind generalizations or fiction anymore,? Dacus says, though talking about these songs, she admits, makes her ache.

While there?s a nostalgic tint to much of Dacus?s work, the obliquely told stories in past songs are depicted here with greater specificity. Triple Dog Dare recounts young, queer love complicated and forbidden by religion. The toxic relationship depicted in Partner in Crime is filled with pining, deceit, and meeting curfew. (?My heart?s on my sleeve/ it?s embarrassing/ the pulpy thing, beating.?) Christine is an elegiac ballad about a close friend vanishing into an inhibiting relationship.

As is often the case with Dacus, these songs are a study in contrast. In Hot & Heavy, she sings powerfully about blushing and diffidence, while the song Thumbs contains an elegant fantasy about the brutal murder of a close friend?s no-good father. After performing Thumbs during the nearly nonstop tours for her first two albums, it quickly became a white whale to Dacus fans, who have been counting the days until its release just as we?ve all awaited the end of this endless quarantine.

While all that touring made Lucy long to re-root in her hometown, her sudden acclaim filled Richmond with funhouse distortions of herself. People she didn?t know were looking at her like they knew her better than she knew herself. Strangers showed up at her front door. ?You used to be so sweet,? she sings on the opening track, ?now you're a firecracker on a crowded street.? That truism, both true and false?you can?t go home again?seemed to taunt her at the very time she needed home the most.

In August 2019, after a too much touring then a month of silence, it was time to go back to Trace Horse Studio in Nashville?Jacob Blizard, Collin Pastore, and Jake Finch, her loyal friends and collaborators were at her side again. Dacus?s boygenius bandmates, Phoebe Bridgers and Julien Baker sang a loving chorus on Please Stay and Going Going Gone while each recorded solo songs during the same session. Dacus?s resulting record?full of arrhythmic heartbeat percussion and backgrounds of water-warped pipe organ? was mixed by Shawn Everett and mastered by Bob Ludwig.

Loyal Dacus listeners may notice that the melodies here are lower and more contained, at times feeling as intimate as a whisper. The vulnerability of these songs, so often about the intense places where different sorts of love meet and warp, required this approach. ?When you told me ?bout your first time, a soccer player at the senior high,? she sings in Cartwheel, ?I felt my body crumple to the floor. Betrayal like I?d never felt before.? Yet in Partner in Crime, Dacus marries content and form in a strikingly different way, using uncharacteristic Autotune in a song about duplicity and soft coercion.

That Home Video arrives at the end of this locked down, fearful era seems as preordained as the messages within. ?I don?t necessarily think that I?m supposed to understand the songs just because I made them,? Dacus says into a screen, ?I feel like there?s this person who has been in me my whole life and I?m doing my best to represent them.? After more than a year of being homebound, in a time when screens and video calls were sometimes our only form of contact, looking backward was a natural habit for many. If we haven?t learned it already, this album is a gorgeous example of the transformative power of vulnerability. Dacus?s voice, both audible and on the page, has a healer?s power to soothe and ground and reckon.

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The Brudenell is a lively and fun loving venue that embraces music and art under a wide and diverse umbrella that has no boundaries.

Our open music policy believes in freedom and creation and holds the belief that music and expression provide useful social interaction.

It is a community ‘non profitmaking’ venue, that holds charitable status, based in Leeds 6. The Brudenell Social Club is owned by its members, run by its members, for its members.

The Brudenell is most famous for hosting secret gigs for bands like Franz Ferdinand and the Kaiser Chiefs. However, it has been a centrepiece of the Leeds music scene for a number of years, and hosts gigs most nights of the week, which are put on by a variety of local promoters.

33 Queens Road,

Burley,

Leeds,

West Yorkshire,

England,

LS6 1NY.

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